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I ish aliveeeee!!!!!

Wed Nov 18, 2009, 1:41 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Evanescence = Lose Control
  • Reading: The Curious Incident of the Dog [school]
  • Watching: Wolf's Rain.. In Japanese w/ subtitles
  • Playing: Holy Beast Online
  • Eating: I want something to eat... but what..
  • Drinking: Half can of mtn dew. o.o
Wooo... I haven't had sooo many emotions in one week in a longggggggggg time!!!

First things first...

REBELLIOUS
My mother, teachers and even my therapist have agreed to take me out of my Japanese class. And of course in the result of that happening. I completely shut down.. I only wouldn't do this if I had another way to study.. but I don't So hence.. shut downness.
I really love that class and the people in it... Why would they take it away from me...

DEPRESSION
My thoughts of suicide have returned. And everyone says the solution to fixing that is a higher dosage of my medication.. Which why i decided "Fxck them... That fxcking pill hasn't done shit for me. Except mess me up even more.." And so I threw all the bottles away.

ANGER
I have been getting into a lot of arguements. Not only wif family members but some of my friends too. But then again.. were they really my friends? They didn't seem to care when I told them my problems... And they sure as hell didn't care when I cared for THEM. So now.. I don't care at all. Maybe being away from them will make me a better person anyways. I don't have to waste my time with such foolish, spoiled brats. :\

STRESS
Honestly... when am i not feeling stress... i always am working my ass off. :\

Well.. thats it... I have a headache.. might go lay down or something.. bye..

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  • Interests: Anime, wolves, Languages of all kinds, drawing, music, guitar, MSN, IMVU.
  • Favourite movie: A lot of disney movies. Mostly Balto, the Fox and the Hound, Bolt, etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: I am NOT listing all of those D:
  • Favourite genre of music: Screamo, metal, rock, hardcore, pop, techno.
  • Favourite artist: Anyone! Even a scribble is art. :3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hm.. Haven't found one.
  • Favourite photographer: Don't have one.
  • Favourite style of art: Hm.. I... Don't....Know....
  • MP3 player of choice: Insignia or Zune.
  • Skin of choice: Hrm? I dun get it. :o
  • Favourite game: Am a nintendo fan, Silent Hill series, Resident evil series, Okami and much more..
  • Favourite cartoon character: Toboe(WR), Blue(WR), Kiba(WR), Hige(WR), Horo(S&W), Ouka(.Hack), Eevee(Pkmn), & Many more...

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:iconraspberyl:
Thanks for the fav :>

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:iconwhitespiritwolf:
thanks very much for the :+fav: :)

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and please, tell it your friends ;)
:iconwolfgurly666:
thankyou for the watch :)!

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:iconzyroxan:
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It ish love. X3
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Thanks for the fave! Be sure to remember that I update more art on ~The-Fallen-Martyr. ;)

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:iconzyroxan:
Anytime. and alright i'll be sure to check it out. :D

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HAI

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-squeaks- hello! Whats up? :D

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